Another story of the new story

i am here and i seem to be happy but, deep inside my heart,i am feeling a huge burden which might be released in coming future."Life is beautiful"and i know that it is true but i also know that according to different people this thought also may be different.

i have come to realise that we all are spiritually corrupted people and it is also undeniable that in order to survive in this world we have to act like one.Different people whom i have met in my life have taught me a different lessons owing to which i have successfully made my own identity which might be likeable or even unlikable to many.
Praises,betrays and hatred are the part of our life and success and failure are the teachers who teach us to face different events .However,though,we know all these things,why do we long for what we don't have?Why do we feel unblessed when we don't get what we want?Is it a human nature to be unsatisfied or is it, we,ourselves who want to life in a confused and gloomy life?